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Holly

My name is Holly, I am also the father Casey Joshua Burton, my legal name, I’m also Joshua David, I am Holly Rose Wynter, but really, I Am Who I Am…But I prefer to be called Holly, which is short Hallelujuh, I’m trying to raise funds for a project that will aid in the ongoing fight against substance use and mental health diagnosis. I know sometimes I may seem to act crazy, I do have a lot of trauma I need to work through. But I am not crazy, I do not always take drugs to get high, I take drugs to medicated the fucked up state the World put me, but when I am properly medicated, and I do mean stoned on a little weed, I don’t smoke a lot, I deal with the World around me, and I look at the World around me and feel nothing but love for the person it has made me become today, and I want to celebrate the fact that I may still struggle a little with other substances, but I am reducing harm to myself, and the World around me when my medication is right, and I have never found that in the use of the Psych meds I have been given, so I am getting better every day, and I don’t Fentanyl every day, or at all anymore. So I decide that to me a relapse would be a return to daily use of Fentanyl, and Meth. So I am not there yet, but it took what it took to help me figure out who I am, and I am proud of the person I have become, because I would do anything not to see somebody suffer, because I feel how bad they feel when they are hurt. Amen.

God Bless my Father in Heaven, and God Bless the Son, Jesus, Who I choose to call my Higher Power.

Our Father Who Art in Heaven, Hallowed be thy name, Thy Kingdom come, Thy Will Be Done, On Earth as it Is in Heaven,

Give Us This day our Daily Bread, and Forgive Our Trespasses, as we Forgive Those Who Have Trespassed against Us,

And Lead Us not into Temptation, But Deliver Us From Evil.

Amen


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